sighhh

alahhhh stupid thing. i posted something the other day but why isn't it there?? damn it. wasted my energy. anyways i don't wanna marah-marah la i wanna say something much more important than this.

well...leaving tmrw for NS. like finally. anyways that's not the point. the point is i really do hope that u'll come visit me. seriously although is damn random (i know) but...i dunno i just have this something inside of me wanting to see u and talk to u more. even though i know it's impossible for us to go further than that but talking to u or seeing your name on the chat box makes me smile and happy.

seriously i dunno what's with me i think i'm confused. and u are complicating i know but i think i'm attracted to u. there i said it. sigh...i really am confused. hate this. i know there's not even a chance that u'll be reading this. that's why i have the guts to say it out here. i'm still waiting for the one day to come.

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