MCB MCB MCB!!!!!

Blardy hate you asses!!!

Just because i'm a 18 year old girl hello! don't try to be funny with me okay, i know what's happening and don't bloody labour me or i will see u in court, u jackass!

Ur company is bloody big okay is it that bloody hard to bloody pay a part-timer?? MCB! I will make it a big deal if u want to be funny with me. ALL OF YOU WATCH OUT! MCB!!

Do you think life is fair?

Is money enough for you?

Are you happy with your life?

Are you strong enough to face circumstances?

Are you tired of all this?

Do you think you understand what it really means?

Is all what you are doing enough to you?

Are you being forced to do what you don't want?


All the answers above are kept inside and it's really hard to face it or even show it. It's not easy to let things go the way u want it to be. Don't let others take over you or judge you, show them what u are made of. You may have fell but that's no harm, stand up once again. Find a true friend to walk with you. So what if life is messed up? Then you should take more courage to change it and to un-messed it. Be strong mentally and physically, we are all humans and that's what humans do.

beat me.

hahaha!!! I just can't resist it. It's HILARIOUS! U saw me working and u just walk away, but the next day u came back and purposely walk pass my shop lot. haha. Isn't it funny to see me now working as a makeup consultant, as for u still stuck in your own messed up life? Go get a life, i still hate u as much as i used to. BITCH!

finally a break

I'm trying to update something but there isn't a thing for me to update.

hmmmm....what's new??

owh i'm not buying ciggarettes anymore (=

I've been hanging a lot (= i feel like i do have a life now

My dad kept forcing me to drive around with his big ass car but i'm afraid cuz the car is too huge.

I wanna cut my hair shorter but a 'annoying brat' didn't allow me to.

Need to shop for more black clothes for work.

after a while

I'm working 7 days a week in stage and ttc.

Yes i'll be loaded with cash but it's killing me.

I'm effing tired but i like it this way cuz i don't wanna be free. weird=S

Stage is paying me quite okay and i love the ppl that i work with. They are so nice=) they really thought me a lot about makeups.

Ttc...well it's fucked up. Really is. Can't stand they way they handle things they are just messed up and unorganised. Even though it's fucked up but i'm still a part of it. So no complaints and live with it.

Friends...Bun forever staying at home or either selling ice cream. Su is all the way in uk. Miriam the last time i was with her was her bday. Hari..hmm just hung out with him the other day. Matthew is always busy with his work,owh and he's getting married FRIGGIN AWESOME but the wedding is at Thai,i can't make it plus i'll be in ns.

I miss all of them like crazy, especially SU!!

I guess i'm all tied up with work and totally no time for friends at all.

Like what Hari said, i need to reschedule my time for family friends and work. I seriously have to.

starting to live with it

The coolest thing about working with ttc is *drum rolls* THEY ARE DAMN RANDOM.

So this was what happened last night, u-phun, chin chung, kok ping, amanda and I went jogging at TAMAN JAYA. Of all parks to choose they just wanted to go to the lousiest park. Supposely exercise to loose fats but after the jog we went for steamboat. hahah. Steamboat with them was kick-ass. I laughed like anything and ate more than i jogged. During dinner someone mentioned about having family dinner together every friday, so i guess more dinner together(= cool cool and also more laughter to come which i think i really need it. I used to hate friday class, but now i'm starting to like the after class activity (= cool.

p.s ttc carnival on the 18 of jan(sunday) feel free to come, u can get coupons on that day

things lately...

...been hanging alot with Hari and the ttc crew ever since i started working there...

...finally started the fashion blog with my sweety cousin...

...haven't been blogging too.haha...

...broke two of my new year resolution...

...having insomnia, so u know when to call me out for drink...

...finally realize the hectic life with ttc...

...missing sonia, all the way in uk...

...and bun, always busy with work...

AND I DON'T MISS HIGH SKOOL!