he's back for a week but hardly even have time for me. time fly so fast, two more days he'll be far away from me again, and then i have no idea how long more i'll have to wait for him to come back. i'm so sad thinking about it, but he doesn't seem to understand we did not spend time much together. it felt like all at first when he is leaving, same whole feeling all over, tears start rolling again. i don't want him to leave, i don't want him to study so far away, i love him too much and miss him too much to let him go. really heart-ache. i keep thinking to myself how long more will this go on? how long more do we have to stay apart? how long more do i have to wait for him to come back? i know he's doing all this for me, but i really can't accept it. i feel so lonely without him, when i'm sad all i can do is just call him, not hold his hand or lay next to him. and i'm always worry for him, he's so far away from me, if anything happen to him there i'll be the last to know about it.
SAYANG i xnk u balik stu, sedih taw? i akn rindu u sgt2, knape u xphm lgsung and bg i ikot u?
yesterday i was so happy that i can spend time with him, today i'm very sad thinking that he'll be leaving soon and we hardly spend time together. no one understands me, no one knows what i'm feeling right now.
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